It’s been hmm… 2 months since I last blogged?
For me… I usually express my emotions through blogging, or in a private diary (which I’m guilty of leaving it alone for 2 mths plus =X)
Time and time again I have alot of thoughts in my mind but I’m just too busy to blog it all out. I guess only my significant other knows most of what’s happening in my life. I rarely like to tell people much cos I feel there isn’t a need for them to know, which leads people to think that I’m just trying to act mysterious and all. I mean seriously if you are one of them… then I will pose the question to you : Do you want to know cos you are just being nosey or you are really geniunely concerned?
Human beings are rather hard to deceipher. Yes you may want to express your joy, happiness whatsoever but do it in moderation. Sometimes the way I see how people express themselves, it’s almost like they are putting/viewing other’s as competitors. I mean among friends, what’s the competition about? What’s there to be first? It only puts yourself in more distress and personally, I feel rather turn off by such actions.
These few mths alone, lots have happened as usual. Lotsa decisions made…. things that we encounter etc. Somehow I feel that year 2010 is getting to be alil too fast paced for my liking. Hahaa.. time zooms past as you grow older.
Anyway, AGE is but a number therefore it doesn’t bother me much. I’m the kind of person who sets goals to achieve and time is not and never going to be a factor, until that one day when God decides it’s time to take me away to the heavens above.
I’m still looking for greener pastures! And I pray that my prayers will be answered soon. 
